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Wednesday, April 28, 20108:52 PM
 The Kardashians Sister. hot hor? XD yesterday morning. i dreamt of my late sister. i dreamt that she didnt die but instead give away. 16 years later we finally met for the first time. had she not died, she would be 17 this year. in my dream, my whole family live in a huge. i mean REALLY HUGE ! Me, My 'Late-sister' and my younger sister share a room. a room size of a 2 living room (huge hor?). each side of the wall is where our bed is place. hers was opposite mine. my younger sister next to hers. everything is decorated in pink n white. brown curtains blocked the sizzling hot sun. i dont remember what we excatly said but the conversation went something like this. Sis : Yana, do you know how much i miss you. Me : Yeah, i do cause i miss you soo much. Sis : *hug* Me : I know about since i was like 8 ? 10 ? i prayed that u will protect me from above when i feel weak. Sis : you've got to be strong, be it the past, present,or the future, i will always love you. remember that ... *Cut Off* if that maid hadnt start yelling and laughing so loud ! i could countinue the conversation with her . i missed her soo much! ofcause i thought that its just a normal dream and i had miss her so thats why she was in my dream. HOWEVER, i told my mother that night. she said its because she know that im sick why she came and visit me. i almost cried but i hold back my tears till im inside my room. i never met my late sister, but one thing for sho' we share a special bonding. and unspeakable bonding. if she had not passed away, the three of us would be like the Kardashian's Sister. & yes i do envy them ! *May Her Soul Rest In Peace, Amin* |
