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Thursday, September 23, 20104:02 AM
feeling pretty emo right now .
i dont know why, i just dont feel happy.
all these negativity ... its like ughh !
i wonder if i will ever feel happy again.

im slowly letting go of my life. im ready to
let go. im ready for god to take my life away.
im so tired facing all this negativity.
i already give up on my studies, my life .
i dont find a joy of doing anything anymore ...

all i want to do is to sleep and pray that god
take my life away, bitter life !

in this world. there are so many people around us,
so why do we feel lonely ? why do we feel as tho
we are alone and theres no one to back us up ?
i hate this kind of feeling.
really, i should have been dead by now,
i should have kil myself long ago.
so whats holding me backk ?
why am i still here living a shitty life ?

is it because i once believed that
maybe someday im gonna lead a happy life,
a life that i've always wanted ?
as days passed im starting to doubt that god
actually have a planned for me . and someday
i will lead a happy life . im too tired to play games,
Good things happen to those who wait .
how long do i have to wait ?

i dont think theres a single soul that understand
my feelings and what my head is thinking .
its like , im strong on only on the surface.
but deep down, i am a biggest loser !
the girl who cries bucket of tears but nothing happen.
im still here, staring at my reflection wonder
who the fuck i am. and what im doing here !
sometime i feel like smashing the mirror.
FAZZZZZ
I see the passion in your eyes



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