Im Soooo Wasted !
Saturday, October 9, 20101:28 AM
u can skip this post. i kinda needd to vent alil.okay maybe ALOT ! . so yea. i wanted to end this stupid cyber war with someone.but i was shocked , when i saw some KYPO ppl. updating their statues about the situation as if theyknow whats going. maybe they do. if they do , thenall i can say U just destroy ur family's name . i hate to bring up old issues. but i cant help it .its still fresh on my mind and yes i do feel guilty about it.even after months passes . i dont know what went wrong or some bitches out there is trying to frame me. but if thats true,holla to these assholes ." yo ! bitches. u aint gonna bring me down coz im stronger that u think i am. and fuck yea i can handle drama. but i chooses notto cause u ppl are a waste of my time. i gort fucking better thingsto do than handle some stupid drama ": . to others dont be so kaypoand update FB statues for shits u dont know of .me bitch ? hello . look who is talking uhh. u deserve to be calleda bitch, thats what u are. really . my family told me that. i refuse to listen . defended u . but today. i realize that i was wrongand they were right. i should have run a thousand miles away from youinstead of defending u. cause its useless . madcow! i feel like everything i didfor you , just go down the drain, if my parent had told me the truth earlier .i will listen to them and walk away . cause friends, they wont always bethere when u need them most. but family do. they dont backstabb u and leave u to die. i cant say the same for friends can i ? i dont mean to brag about the past. but u are not the only one affected.ya. u n family go thru alot more. but u guys have each others back .support one another . then what about me ? i have to faced it alone and i wanted to be stronger for u and ur family. but i guess its not worth it huh ?u are such a ungrateful person . u choose to be friend with those who helpedto destroy ur family name, its okay. ur life ur choice. but still .if u are nothappy with me. talk to my face. dont tell people update statues and thenlike them. dont be such a coward and delete me off Facebook. why ? scared of drama ? then why create the drama in the first place insteadof talking to me directly. can save alot of drama. i understand u needed a friendto ' support ' u . i respect them but can u really trust them after what they did to u in the past ? u can still forgive them ? im surprise . now i thinki've seen ur true colour. u never meant to change. u became my friend becauseur friend walks out on u. call me a fool . i deserve that dont i ?but those days with u and ur family was fun, they showed me what family really is .. and i've learnt alot from them. Thank You .if u still not happy with me, seriously babe. come talk to my face. thank god we dont have to see each other anymore. cause i think i might slap u if we do . and please. do i exist to u when u need help most ?haha. well go on, go down that path that is ' good ' for you .Faz will sit here and watch u go down . i wont help i wont laughcause i choose to. i will most probably sit here and shake my headas someone hold my shoulder and pull me away from you. i gortmore supportive family member that i really think i have. To YOU :go get some decent life and decent friend who can influence somegood . u need that . life is full of ups and down , remember those whohelped you, make who u are today. throw away those who dragu down shiitty road. boys not important . all they think about is sex. some are not true to you . that even ask ur friend for sex. when u fall in lovedont fall too deep. u will end up getting hurt. why rush love ? Stop getting laid by boys. save it for the one and only .
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