i want to run to the end of the earth and scream.
i want to runaway from this place and find a new home.
im soo sick of all this bullshits !
im sick of having a pathetic liar lying to me
all the time . sick of having unsupportive people .
sick of everything . why are u trying to ruin my life ?
for god sake ! im 16 ! why do u always say things
the opposite of u thoughts , why are u always making
life so difficult for me ?
' Tell me whenever u feel like killing urself
of hurting urself. ' my mom said that.
in my heart ' yeah , right u are the reason im like this,
u inflict all pains i hold within, i want to die because of u.
i hate you ! i hate you so much sometime i feel like
taking a knife and kill myself infront of u very eyes !
losing 2 child. isnt that enough for you ?
or will you feel happy losing all ur children ?
will that make u happy . when we all are gone ,
u dont need to worry about money. about taking care of
our feelings. because of u . our heart turn heartless.
cold and numb. we are like walking zombie, because of you .
i tried to walk in ur shoes. but u , u never even bother to
wear our shoes. u never understand .
do you know whats my fav. song ?
my dream guy ? my passion ? my fav show ?
my fav band ? what language i speak ?
what i want to be ? how i feel ? DO YOU ?!
duhh no u dont !
frankly speaking. you know shits about me !
U ARE A CONTROL FREAK !
just because u are my mother, does that mean u can
control everything i do . forcing me do shits that i dont
want to do . telling me what to wear like im a
4 yr old kid ? yes i understand where u're coming from.
worried. but seriously.
have some faith. i know whats right and whats wrong .
and over the years i think i've prove more than that .
why cant u understand me and let me have some space
to breathe ? why do u always have to breathe down my neck
and be a pain in the ass ? why ?
why cant u understand i need to face the world
and u wont be by my side till i die ?
why cant u be supportive ?
im in this position because of you
.and i mean it in a sarcastic way !