FingerCross ! ^^
Thursday, December 30, 20103:19 PM
while people are busy getting ready for new school year/term whatever , i'll be rotting at home waiting for my result. woke to a horrible news that ALL my application was unsuccessful . awesome ! but i dont blame anyone. given how much time i wasted getting caught up in my own world. this is what i deserve, but at the same time its painful, cause this is what i've always wanted to do . and to be rejected is like, destroying my hopes . i thought i can get thru anything with positive mind and a lil bit of luck. but hell yeah luck is not on myside . i put high hopes while applying for this course . but like they say , the higher u climb the harder u fall . my dad already resend my application for appeal . hopefully this time i wont get rejected again. cause that would be fucking devastating. - over dramatic - ofcourse i learn my lesson : 1 ) have a back up plan 2 ) dont build too much hopes cause the tend to fail u . when i apply for the 1st time . i knew i was gonna get into that course that i dint even think of a back plan . now i do. - Appeal if fail : april intake. then : work while waiting for april . IF ALL FAIL : shall consider re-taking N. ofcourse . those who are taking private are so lucky cause they can afford it . i cant . which can be alil upsetting at some point. But im not gonna give up. ive been thru alot. and i have alot i wanna prove . and shall prove it ! i have a dream . alil far-fetch , but does it matter ? as long as i have a goal , thats good enough . its like walking home , along the way we will meet some obstacle and meet all sorts of people. but when u get home. it will be worth the while . Blood Sweat & Tears ! So fingercross for this Appeal ! |
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