Happy Chinese New Year to all my Chinese Readers/Friends/Ghost/Animal/Rabbits

To my dearest Mommy, Daddy, Meimei .
why i dont get angbao thh ? I very kuai thh. hahahahah !

Today, the day start off really . fucked up . not gonna talk about it .
so fucking mad ! like fucking seriously ! mother F-er !

then as the day progresses . it got sadder and sadder. went to
ah gong house, and then was told that he gonna kick the bucket soon.
his vain ( i think :B ) grew bigger and bigger and now leaking. and because its soo painful
the doctors had to give him morphine. dang it ~
and i admit i havent been visiting him . since now im soo free ,
imma visit him everyday . no promises but i will try my best .
i dont want him to go and me leaving with regrets for not being a good
granddaughter :(

i know today is suppose to be and happy occasion but . wo ye mei pan fa :(